I keep telling myself that I need some sort of closure when it comes to our relationship
Some defining conversation or action to make me feel as though
everything I had to say was spoken
everything I had to say was understood
I had always said exactly what I had needed to say to him
But when he was gone there was a nagging feeling that some things were left unsaid
He wasn't understanding
Whether he wasn't or couldn't is up for debate
A good morning or goodnight message, an "I miss you" or "Thinking of you", a letter. Anything.
That was all I wanted
That was all I needed
If I couldn't even get those simple gestures in return, how could I expect him to fight to keep me?
If sending a three word text was too much work for him, how could I expect him to take time out of his life to try and keep me there.
I guess that's all the closure I really need, isn't it?