It’s scary to think that someone who meant so much to me didn’t have any idea who I really was. It terrifies me to think that maybe you thought I wanted you in my life only to “fix my problems.”
I’m honestly not even sure what problems I had that you thought you, or anyone, would be able to fix.
How could anyone fix a cancer diagnosis or a parents divorce?
All I wanted from you was happiness, some sort of distraction to pull me from what I had been going through.