It always seemed that you had struggled to express just how you were feeling.
Like there were thousands of ideas and words hidden behind your eyes but you were too afraid to share.
Sometimes I wonder if that's why you were unable to express whether or not you had cared for me.
I don't think I want to know whether or not that is true.
I feel as though whether or not you cared more then you had been able to express, it would hurt to know either way.
If you weren't able to express it, would things be different now?
If you were able to express it and simply didn't care...why did you stay as long as you did?
Why did I stay as long as I did?